Borba Family

If you've been reading my blogs, it's no secret that I have been soooo angry. I'm angry about a lot of things. I think I have finally pulled out of it, I am finally genuinely happy. I thought cutting alcohol out of my life would fix the anger. I still don't drink alcohol.  So a mixture of things have happened, Sunday at church our pastor was talking about not minimizing your problems. I am guilty of that... I have my issues, but then I hear stuff about other people I know and I minimize my problem... Like, oh I'm angry but this person is dealing with cancer, so I have no reason to be angry. He also talked about identifying your problem, and accepting it. I have really been struggling with some relationships in my life that are well... crappy. I can't fix those relationships, so at this point I can finally accept, this is the way that relationship is... It just is what it is.  So that's one thing. Another thing, this week my girl Stevei is here visiting. Her ...

 A lot has happened in October. My parents moved to Lincoln, which is only 15 minutes away. We have already gotten back to having our weekly dinners. It's fantastic having my parents close by again. They love their little neigborhood. Their house is in a cul-de-sac, within the first 2 days just about all their neighbors came over and introduced themselves. Their next door neighbor baked them some bread. Just wow! It's so neat that there are still neigborhoods that work like that.  October is kind of a blur. Actually, 2020 is kind of a blur. I spent a good chunk of October angry. Really angry. I try to limit how often I go to the market, when I am at the market I try to get in and out as fast as I can. Then, I have a hard time breathing because I've been nearly jogging the market. I HATE WEARING A MASK!  Our family made the decision together that the kids would stick with online learning for the full school year. Our school went back to teaching on campus November 4. So, t...